icourtland!

the days go by so fast – so why do they take so long to pass?

this week-end was a blur that took forever. i understand it, deadline week-end is ALWAYS like this, too much then too little then too much yet again. not even “feast then famine” – more like thanksgiving dinner for 8 then less than bread crumbs.

and i feel more than a bit disappointed as well. for the first time since moving here i was home for one of the many street fests that i moved here to able to take part in (well, attend anyway) and due to time constraints just couldn’t go. this one was the Dore Alley fest, which is a local leather and fetish event. they call it the “little brother of the Folsom Street Fair” which is a BIG event.

i have been thinking that some of my conventions since moving here have started to free up – but i need to have a bit more of a “shake up” to pry some things loose in my head. Folsom tends to be a pretty big “inhibition buster” from what i hear. it would have been nice to have a smaller version to see how i handle it before the larger event. who knows, maybe the deeper water will be better for me. sink or swim – freak out or adapt.